Still IP and slightly hypomanic. Was almost locked up on the weekend but I suddenly cycled to hypo with no med changed late Sunday. Weird how my brain is doing this to me. My pdoc won't discharge me until I stabilise enough to be safe. I am fed up with hospital but know I need to be here. At least the last two days have been much better. My nurses and pdoc think its a little too much better but I will take it over depression any day, as long as I don't go full blown manic.

Had my first class at university for the semester today. (it actually started last week but I missed it due to my health). It went well. I was overwhelmed by the workload and having another class tomorrow frightens me as I wonder if I can deal with the pressures of studying and working. I am thinking of dropping a unit. Will talk to my T about this tomorrow.

As for me right now, all is well. I feel great, hopeful even.