I'm not that familiar with schizophrenia and why voices manifest, but I was watching a TED talk, and the woman giving the talk was schizophrenic. She said that her voices manifested when there was a change in her life, or she was going through something difficult, or she just needed to stop and examine how she could be healthier. It was like they were telling her something was off with her. Still think you should talk to someone Kori, like your pdoc or even a hotline counselor.