I think I'm feeling better today. I still feel on edge and a little like crying but I'm much less agitated. Like it's being tamped down. I definitely don't feel "right" but I'm glad I'm calmer. I'm still irritable - the students are getting on my nerves a little bit. But I don't feel like I'm going to snap, so that's good.

I was up at 4:25 after getting to sleep after midnight. I fell back asleep around 6:10 until I had to get up at 7:15. So about five hours. Not great but not horrible. I'm hoping to get my trazadone today but I keep getting messages from the pharmacy saying they need to get more information. Insurance is refusing to pay but it's only $20 out of pocket so if it's ready I'll probably just pay for it. I need to sleep, I'm exhausted.

I still can't eat but again, hopefully I'm on the mend and I'll be able to eat again soon. I'm tentatively hopeful.