My therapy pattern has been to know I need help, make an appointment with a therapist, see therapist, state problem, not get explanation about how therapy works or what to expect, get questioned about the rest of my life, talk about that (while crying), the 50 minute session is up.

Sometimes, I'll go back and talk to that therapist a few more times. Sometimes, I won't go back at all.

1. I don't think I'm worth the money, which would be a never-ending pit of dough.
2. I don't think the therapist is worth the money, What are they doing for me?
3. I don't understand what they're doing? I ask them if they are diagnosing me, what is wrong with me? They don't answer, give me double-talk.

Then, even when I try to stick with therapy, this one doctor didn't know how to do billing and I asked him to correct the problem and call me and I'll come back to therapy, and he never did. I had seen him for months. It was under his care I did something major that was a horrible mistake, and he told me it sounded like a good idea.