@kori

Thank you.

My life is not totally miserable. It has its extremely small good moments.

But the stuff the ex put me through. Not even the break up. The break up didnt effect me as much. Its the stuff he put me through throughout.

All the time i spend alone. My dad works so much im practically living alone. In the backwoods. With extremely little interaction with people. If i want interaction i have to drive half an hour out to even be around people.

I dont have all my meds. Wont have them for awhile.

The fact that i dont have a proper support system to talk to without judgement. I have one pss to talk to regularly and shes judgemental. All the people in group support her. So i cant talk to them. My parents are so busy. My mom doesnt want to listen to what i have to say. She doesnt want to talk to me. My dad is too busy. Plus on top of them never having dealt with mental illness. They dont know.

My friends are not supportive. I rarely seem them. They dont deal with mental illness. They dont even have time to talk. I text them and i dont hear from them for days.