Hi Fuzzy
I'm really sorry you're still struggling so much

And I know that sometimes there are no words that really help........but just to let you know that I, for one, am glad you're still here

and I know that you are respected, cared about, loved a lot on here so if we can be there for you in this, try to offer you words of acknowledgement/caring/comfort or even just hugs we're here for you Fuzzy.
And..........one day at a time.........there can be "bad" days, days "a little better", and better days and I'm wishing you at the
very,
very least for now days "a little better" Fuzzy, but until.........we're here for you!!
Sending comforting hugs
Alison