I can't help but see the irony in all that happened. That in inantimate object let you see so much in yourself. That it inadvertantly gave you insight even though the path was a lttile cold and uncomfortable. Sometimes like the journey itself. You are very relective and I am glad that you saw the good that became of this incident. I do hope that it doesn't happen again as this has already ingrained or rather engulfed you. .

BB