Hearing voices everyday now. Seeing demons. I rarely see stuff. Its not common for me. My paranoia is so bad, im not even sure whats real or not. Which means i cant tell if im in a delusion or not. Lots of depression and anxiety. Panic attacks.

I wake up feeling exhausted and tired more than usual. Ive been sleeping during the day.

Just lots of stuff. Barely been eating. I get angry easy.

It all started with some voices at night. But escalated slowly. All the way til now.

This is...never what i wanted. I feel awful every single day. And i hate complaining here because i want to talk about fun things but...i cant. My mind is so dark right now.