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Old Aug 08, 2017, 07:36 PM
ofthevalley ofthevalley is offline
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Originally Posted by newtus View Post
Hearing voices everyday now. Seeing demons. I rarely see stuff. Its not common for me. My paranoia is so bad, im not even sure whats real or not. Which means i cant tell if im in a delusion or not. Lots of depression and anxiety. Panic attacks.

I wake up feeling exhausted and tired more than usual. Ive been sleeping during the day.

Just lots of stuff. Barely been eating. I get angry easy.

It all started with some voices at night. But escalated slowly. All the way til now.

This is...never what i wanted. I feel awful every single day. And i hate complaining here because i want to talk about fun things but...i cant. My mind is so dark right now.

I'm sorry you are having so many symptoms. You shouldn't worry about expressing it. This is a support board and we are here to support you. Whether it's fun or not.
Can you talk to your therapist or PSS? I would think that they would have some insight. Or even your dad. He probably knows you best.
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