I hear you! (((hug)))

I wish I could act like other people in social situations. They look like they are so at ease and relaxed. They are enjoying it and having a good time.

It's so hard for me to be mixed into an environment with too much stuff going on and too many people.

It does make a part of me angry and want to scream,

"This is not my fault!!"

Right now I'm kind of in a hide out mode.

I can't find a part of me that wants to do anything I have enjoyed.

I don't want to go to the trail.

I don't want to go to the gym.

I don't want to go to yoga.

I don't want to do much of anything, after I get off work, than sit in my garage and watch the traffic go by.

I don't want this to be "me" now.

It's kind of scary.

I wish my beasts would growl!!

Maybe that would break this spell.

Another (((hug)))