Dr. Delgado put me on Topiramate, supposedly a mood drug and a suppressant for beer. When my anxiety increased recently due to my grief pain (it is irrational now from the dissociative disorder or the borderline personality disorder but I cannot control it and it is devastating) I got him to increase the dosage. Since then I have been up all night long going to the bathroom every hour. So this morning I told the nurses I was going to stop taking it. Dr. Delgado has known me for ten years. For ten years I told him that I had a dissociative disorder. They have given me a borderline personality disorder diagnosis. Both of these disorders involve childhood trauma. You would think he would know exactly what drug I would need to stop this type of anxiety. I see him again on the 28th. This time I am going to be aggressive. Next I will demand a different pdoc.

P.S. My Mom's people were from Mississippi, Trailrunner.