Saw my T today. He believes I'm hypomanic, I know I'm a bit up but not sure it's that much. We talked about my coarseload at university. I'm enrolled in two units but feel that plus work may be too much after being so ill. We decided I go to my second unit this afternoon and see how I felt. After ten minutes I knew I would be better off dropping the unit as it will require a lot of me both emotionally and mentally. It is Poetry. So I'm going to stick to advanced grammar and spend my free time healing.

Still IP but hoping to get discharged early next week. The pdoc and T want me stable for a few days before letting me go home. I miss being at home, I miss the beach and I miss my beautiful bed. Really hoping I stabilise and don't crash into deep depression as has been my pattern over the last few weeks.