I've heard of other people giving their T that sort of kit or items, so it's worth it to ask. I suspect he'd want to keep you safe. The question is whether he'd give it back.

I wonder if talking more about your most recent pregnancy and that trauma would help you heal from the miscarriage? It does sound like two separate issues you're dealing with, though I'm sure your baby makes you think of both. I've heard that women can have PTSD from difficult pregnancies and births, so maybe if you approach it in that way, as a trauma? Your T has always sounded very supportive, so I hope he can help you work through this.