Hello Mickey, I was going to say the same thing as Frankbtl. Remember that depression is an illness that wants to take you off this earth. Depression will make you feel as badly as it can to make you sick of living. When you are feeling like you are keep fighting it off. When depression gets really bad; come here and post. Call your therapist (anytime day or night). Get one of your parents to take you to the hospital. I know how hard this can be but your friends and family do care for you very much. They may not understand depression but they understand their love for you.