I don't want to be histrionic or unstable and scare people. I am sick and tired of immature people like my parents who hurt people simply because they're stupid, desperate, and stressed out.

But I can't tell if what I experienced is normal. I think it was very normal and maybe I was just abnormally stubborn and terrifying and my parents naturally rejected me.

Anyway, I am just kind of sad. I want to go to the beach and stare at the waves forever and not have to think anymore. I shouldn't have been born.

Do you think it would be bad if I talked about some things here? I don't want to become something people have to handle.