Bill3...that is what I asked him...why did he not tell me for 2 months? Then tell me.
I think he decided to tell me because he was getting text messages that I would enevitably see because he's always asking me to get his phone...read his messages because he can't see...and I didn't really notice that he hadn't asked me to get his phone in a while..after he told me.

Erebos..thank you for your honesty about your conditions with drugs.
And it could be perfectly platonic, its just that he didn't tell me. I understand WHY he didn't tell me the first night he went...because I would have gotten upset and had a million questions that he didn't want to deal with..so he just did it...I get that...but he has been there a few times he said...and now is saying he will "SACRAFICE" not seeing them if that is what I want.....Sacrafice? Don't bother...

Jennifer and all thank you for your sweet understanding and feedback.

Yesterday, I was seeing this as a small lie that I could potentially get over with a good explanation and apology.

Today, I see this as total betrayl..of what I thought was the truth of our relationship....I felt safe..and I no longer feel safe..he thinks I'm over reacting.

I have so much ANGER at him not understanding how I feel...and for not apologizing.

So, I told him last night I text an old "friend" since we are visiting old haunts..and I think he should continue to see his "friends" cause I'm not only going to see old "friends" but i hope to make new ones...I'm just so hurt and pissed. I didn't text anyone...but his tone really changed in the texts...after that...I don't think he likes the shoe on the other foot.