Perhaps you can reach out to this board for some connection? I am losing my therapist soon too. I don't live with my abusers but I am still tied to them in more ways than one. As termination date draws closer I am getting more and more desperate and fearful. For me I know I need to keep in contact with others about my DID and not forget it. I will be seeing a new therapist soon but there will be a gap between Ts.
I think its important to be able to be validated in some way by someone. I hope you find some others to connect with, including here.