It was fun for awhile but now I've switched to more mixed. I'm pissed. I'm rage cleaning but so mad it's not helping. This house is a horrible wreck and I hate living here. When I was in my own place I kept it clean, not spotless but clean enough. My mom's house is so bad that my sister in law told me she will never bring her baby here when it's born. Do you know how awful that made me feel? But I try and I try and everything is ****** within 24 hours. Everything looks horrible. I need to find a babysitter for my son but I'm embarrassed to have anyone over my house whom I don't know personally and can certify that they won't judge.

**** man I'm so angry.

I'm gonna go rage clean some more. Maybe I'll just start throwing all my mom's useless **** out, that will go over well.