It make some sense...

...I doubt my pdoc will make a difference between psychosis and dissociation, he said I have the two mixed up, and since I don't metabolize APs they over sedate me, so from the sedation I feel nothing, and how can I sense my others if I am that sedated? I still seem to hallucinate while on AP even if sedated so heavily if the dosage went up it would be dangerous, but later I cannot remember them, It end up being everything blurried so I don't know "who was" the hallucination, ugh. My pdoc who is also my therapist doesn't mind what they are, he just treats them all of them the same way, it doesn't matter if I am more or less coherent, or if the voices look more psychotic or dissociative, or whatever they look like. I cannot take APs so I decide to treat all of them the same way. Probably the psychotic experiences are the least responsibes to me, fragments/parts tend to react to what I tell them, either ignoring me or with some feelings/words. The ones that look more psychotic keep saying the same all the time. I can notice the difference between the two but it is difficult to explain.