my stupid mother is a nutcase...i know that ...we all know that...but sometimes she is just too much....every freaking day she talks about weight and says who is fat and who is skinny (i am fat..my 9 yr. old sis is fat) So you know what...we are going to church tonight....i decide i want to wear nice dress slacks...not pants...they are black striped (almost pin striped to give you an idea, but all black) with a nice red sweat and gold jewlery...my dad thought it was nice...no big deal but my mother flipped because i wasnt wearing a skirt...i am 20 yrs old and decided to trump her about MY clothes....then she goes to her bathroom and flips because there is an empty toliet paper roll on the holder....and instantly...like breathing of course.....she says we dont do that here (my name) we clean up after ourselves.....WHAT????? When did i do that? I got home at 5 and went to my room...i didnt even go to the bathroom....i only go once a day unless my IBS acts up....i do use the bathroom so it looks bad for me...but it could have been my sister (who denied it) whatever..i dont know ...i do know i didnt do it...and i am ready to strangle her and beat my head against the wall......If i could i would seriously try to get her in a mental health facility...unfortunatly she is real good at pretending to be normal...other than looking anorexic.

ahhhh