I was on 10 then went up to 20. That had little effect so went up to 30. All seemed well in life, little hiccups with relationship, but those were more to do with itself than the med, I think, but then I gained 10 pounds.

We went back to 10. Bad, bad idea. Mania ensued, big time. I didn't connect the two until it was too late, and my relationship hadn't survived. I am still saddened. In therapy now, but still sad.

Now I'm pretty depressed. I can't decide, nor can my p-doc, if I'm cycling rapidly or just at a major low. So off Ability altogether and put on Trileptal.

I've been on it since August 1st. Terrible side effects.

Let's just say I want to go back to Abilify 30. I'll just deal with the weight gain somehow.