To fight inertia requires information about one's situation. If information is locked away, either we become passive or aggressive. Do you agree?

I'm quite proud of myself. I feel as if I can hold my head up about this situation.

Now to see if I can be more subtle about my aggressiveness. I'm used to fighting tooth and nail and putting up intense psychological walls to preserve myself. I'm also used to being blunt and transparent to avoid communication breakdowns.

Now I must find nuance. Strength is nothing without beauty and flexibility, but still I'm quite proud for not succumbing to the inertia of this place. I did what I wanted and therefore I was, for the most part, right.


Sorry this was supposed to be a super dramatic and upsetting thread but I'm just talking about work now. But I'm smiling. Maybe later I'll talk about the childhood psychological prisons that made my work approach so unstylish.