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Originally Posted by newtus
No. I cant handle it. I give up. I took my meds. I forfeit. Heartbreak is harder to handle. I would rather be psychotic than deal with heartbreak. But if im currently stable from heartbreak or its not overwhelming, i just want my intelligence. Not psychosis.
Theres gotta be a way to separate the two.
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I would rather have anything than psychosis. Heartbreak sends me into psychosis. My first psychotic break happened right after my beloved dog got hit by a car (I keep my dogs restrained but he slipped his collar). There were obviously additional factors but his death didn't help.
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety