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Originally Posted by ofthevalley
I would rather have anything than psychosis. Heartbreak sends me into psychosis. My first psychotic break happened right after my beloved dog got hit by a car (I keep my dogs restrained but he slipped his collar). There were obviously additional factors but his death didn't help.
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Im so sorry valley.
Ive been taking my meds for a little under a week now and i still feel out of it. I just feel weird and more vulnerable to "entertaining" these thoughts i have.
I feel like i am more vulnerable to these thoughts right now. Which puts massive fear in me and more anxiety cuz i also dont have my gabapentin. Havent had it for a month.
I hate saying sht like this but...i feel like every news article i read on facebook its telling me something secretive that only i can see through the news article. Which, personally, is not safe for me. Because my paranoia is...its just not safe for me.
I almost slipped today and said something to my pss. I wouldve been put in the hospital. But i just cannot be there. I am so AFRAID to be there.
I feel like everything is speaking to me. Thats the worst part of being alone because im more inclined to "entertain" the thoughts.