I think it possibly has. I don't really feel an emotional connection with anything. The only time I really feel anything, is when the anxiety kicks in, which can feel pretty random and at times, overwhelming.

I laugh at something funny, put my stern voice on when my kids have misbehaved, give (short!) hugs to a few people, when they are feeling sad, but there is nothing behind those things, it is like a script, that I know how I should be feeling and what the appropriate action is.

I am not sure I can imagine ever feeling any different.