Still hanging in. Sitting in someone's kitchen with wine, liquor and beer at hand and not bothered. I was here last night also. Still a little hypo and don't want to mess with my elevated mood, so I have an advantage. The tough test will be if (when?) I crash and have an episode of depression. Some of my fellow BP sufferers have a harder time not partaking when up versus down, but I am the other way around. I did enjoy drinking and drugging while up, but it was while down that I felt almost compelled.