tclark1, I have felt the same way you are feeling many times. Like if there is even a hair out of place people will notice and not accept you and stare and talk about you. Please know that it is not true. I know how hard it is to believe that, but people are just people. Give yourself credit. You made an amazing thing happen in this world, you had a baby!!!! You get to teach your baby how to treat others with respect and your baby will love you unconditionally, just like you should love yourself!! You are worth it!!! I try to remember that people are just like me really, and when I am out and about I'm not judging people sometimes I'm thinking about something not even related to where I am (in a store or restaurant) everyone, even those who don't admit it, have their own insecurities. You are a strong woman! I hope you are feeling better soon. Good luck.

k