Hi Miss Laura, thanks for replying. I'm a complete mess!! GP on Monday was absolutely useless. I sat there sobbing my eyes out and all I got was that he'd write a letter personally to the referral centre in my local town.
That's really really interesting about the anti depressants! I'm on Venlafaxine 225mg daily and I have read somewhere before that AD's might make it worse.

Although I suspected Bipolar back in 2009 nobody took notice of me. That long ago though it may have been very very mild. But after being on the Olanzapine for 4 years I'm wondering if somehow it was hiding symptoms possibly! Now that the stupid idiot who was getting over £300 per hour has taken me off it's now showing itself this way!

Cyclothymia does make more sense though because of not having the very high mania's - I really don't know!