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Originally Posted by Bozdickens
This happened in late October 2015.
I had a really rough 2015. I was dealing with the death of my dad who passed away November 2014. I was dealing with a therapist who abruptly stopped seeing me. That along with my PMDD a medication withdrawal and the stress of my job caused me to end up in the hospital in March 2015 for the first time in over 5 years. After that I started going to the groups I'm still in today. My doctor put me on Zoloft and I gained 30 pounds. I quit my job in May. In August my dog died and the day after that I got all 4 of my wisdom teeth out. That event scared me very badly even though the surgery went fine. In September 2015, my mom, my biggest supporter ended up in the hospital for 5 days. She just had vertigo but since I had recently lost my dad I was so scared she was going to die. She came home but couldn't drive for a couple of weeks. I had little to no other way to get to my groups or appointments. In late October she was able to drive.
A few days before she got the ok to drive, I felt this sort of feeling that I had never experienced before and I have never experienced it since.
I just felt really odd. The only way I could explain it was that I felt like I was living in a post apocalyptic world. I felt like my world wasn't real. I may have been starting to expierence my seasonal depression because It was getting colder outside. I was also confused by the reports about Hurricane Patricia and all my emotions that I had experienced throughout the year just came rushing towards me. This feeling lasted for about a week.
But I also kind of knew things were going to be a lot better in 2016. Which they were. 2016 was one of the best years I've had.
I didn't know what was going on at the time. I mentioned it to my doctor who didn't say much. But a few months ago I read about depersonalization. I'm pretty sure that's what happened.
Can anyone confirm this?
Why did this happen? Was it all the stress I had dealt with that year?
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can I confirm whats going on in you is called depersonalization... no only your own treatment providers can tell you what is gong on with in you. What I can tell you is with in me this was not part of my alters, in me it was called a panic attack, PTSD (which does include depersonalization/ derealization) and depression. another time in me this was called the flu. having a flu or cold can sometimes make a body react in the same way, sometimes this problem is also because of my medications, MS or my other physical health problems.
my suggestion is if this continues to bother you in not knowing what it was in you, contact your treatment providers. let them know what you are reading and you want to know if what happened to you in 2015 is the same as what you are reading about. you can also ask if your medical or mental health records show you were treated for anything back then (these symptoms can be medical mental or part of medications)