Meeting the parents went well. I think I was pleasant.

I just don't feel right. My energy is gone and I just feel like I'm going to start crying any second now. It's a fragile day. Lots of anxiety as well. I felt like this after taking the first dose of vraylar on Monday, maybe it's because I upped the dose. Or maybe it's my crash. I am a very rapid cycler.

I'm supposed to go out tonight. It might make me feel better. It's with some of my old high school friends. A reunion of sorts. I'm embarrassed by all the weight I've gained but hey, what are you gonna do, right? Oh well.

STILL can't eat.