For a long time in my life and up to now, I've always had feelings of inadequacy. It's like almost everyone else has it together except for me. I heard on the radio one time that practically everyone feels like they are the only screwed up people on this planet. But it's not true that we are the only screwed up people there is.

I've felt that the best social life I have going for me is at work. This morning I got some very nice feedback from others regarding the company change. They were saying that they hope that I would stay on. It seems like the nice things that people say to me at work never happens at home and at church. I think that there are a lot of people feel that their only good social life happens at work only.

For a good while I have felt bad when the weekend comes. Lately, I feel like I've gotten over it. I've been acclimated in my lot in life because it's been that way for so long. It's a good feeling for me, but it would be nice to not feel so alone at times. The worst time for me is late Saturday afternoon and on Sundays. I keep myself busy during the alone times and that helps.

I will not give you any suggestions or advice as to what you can do. I find those things irritating. I have done the things that were suggested to me and they didn't work. In fact, it made me feel worse than if I didn't do those things at all and wondered.