So. I have to make a very difficult decision. I can't afford veterinary for my cats which they need, especially one of them. I can barely afford the $40 I'm left with after all bills are paid to live on let alone take care of them. I have decided to give them to a no kill shelter. they do background checks on anyone adopting an animal. They would get the care they need and get placed with a good family. It literally rips my heart out to even think about doing but it's only fair to them. I want them to have a good life somewhere. I will miss than more than anything, I haven't even done it yet and I'm sitting here crying at the library.