Im sorry that things are spinning out of conrol for you. It sounds like you understand your need to separate yourself from this boy. Maybe there is a friend who you can tell to help you stay away from him. There are plenty of other activities in high school that maybe you can dive into. Maybe a youth group at church?

You are too valuable to allow anyone to hurt you (including yourself). Tell him that. Tell yourself that. Write it big on a piece of paper and put it on your wall. Your are special, and you will not allow other or yourself to hurt or abuse you. Don't listen to the part that says you like it. It lies until after you do it, then it mocks you. The truth is you are special. Stay safe!

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