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Originally Posted by SoupDragon
No I haven't always been like this. I was "bubbly", compassionate, felt love, trust, but now nothing, apart from the anxiety.
I just feel numb and think maybe both my T and I are giving up on it being different for me.
I would like to grab back the old me, but at least it is better how I am now, rather than being "hijacked" by that self destructive part of my brain.
I do feel truely broken.
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I was the same way not anywhere near the person I've become. I always thought with age there was growth and wisdom to look forward to and not living in a glass jar for the rest of my years.
