Hello,

I'm new here, and I'm suffering from feeling lonely.

A little background. I met this guy on tinder three months ago. He seemed nice and everything seemed to be going great. He then decided to disclose that he has asperger's, now known as autism spectrum disorder. I was fine with it, and in turn, shared my diagnosis. That very same day we get into a huge argument, which ended up with me crying myself to sleep. We had several fights since then. We would always make up. Recently he's started contact me and would talk to me a couple of days and then he'd go M.I.A on me for a week. He's done this two times. This time he stopped talking to me for almost a month now, so I can naturally assume that what relationship, albeit short, we had is over. Some of this behavior is due to his autistic traits. Others I'm not sure of.

Anyway, I decided it was time to move on, because I became interested in a guy I like at this place that volunteered at. He seemed cool and laid back. So Wednesday I started messaging him of facebook. I was trying to be funny and I tried to ask him if he was he single or not. He says technically he's single but he's off the market so to speak. I asked him more about this, and he says that he's in an undefined relationship and he's not sure what to call it himself. We talk briefly afterward, but now I feel like an idiot. Now every time I see him at the place I volunteer at, I'm going to feel awkward. Which leads me to this. Everyday for the past month I've been waiting for tinder guy to text me back. Since the facebook guy is unavailable, I feel I should turn back to the familiar. Tinder guy is not a terrible, and the thing we talk about the most is film and television,which are two of my favorite subjects to talk about.

Anyway, thank's for reading.