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Old Aug 11, 2017, 09:36 PM
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My hallucinations have gotten a little better/worse. They're becoming a lot more irregular, and my anxiety portion is starting to get worse. Ever since my tonsillectomy surgery, something has been feeling a little off. I'm worried that everyone is out to get me. It probably has no correlation to do with the surgery, but I can't help but hypothesize it. I can't walk around my own school without worrying someone is going to stab me in the back with a literal knife. On the bright side, my friends have became a little more understanding with my problems. They cope with me, even if they think my conspiracies are ridiculous. So I'm just going to give a short thanks to them. I love you guys <3. And onto the hallucinations, I have been hearing things lately. If you can hear stuff too, please tell me, because talking about it would be nice. It used to be all visual pictures that I would see. A girl in the corner of my house, a moving bottle, bugs, etc., etc. But now, it's noises. Sometimes I hear gunshots, but there's no gun anywhere and no one else can hear it. The other day I heard someone scream angrily outside my house, but my father claimed he was outside and said there was nobody out there. Does this mean anything? Does anyone have any thoughts or ideas on why my mind is doing this? I'm a very scientific-type person and I can't help myself in trying to find a reason for everything. I have paranoid schizophrenia, DID, am 17, take Quetiapine, and live with my family. Any ideas?
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Dx: Paranoid Schizophrenia, Anxiety, DID, OCD, PTSD
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