I guess the scary thing is that you're at the will of the T, because when you're the client, it's very hard to see the forest for the trees.

Should I become "attached" again and I certainly hope I do not, as this would indicate to me a bit of repetition compulsion on my end, I'd need a T who was very self-aware, as my ex-t had her ego fed by this (to an extent, I don't wanna paint her as the villain). And then we ended up in reenactment. Gosh. Such a mess.