One of our energies went 'away' inside, she was a main energy and we were very lost without her. It took a good 2-3 years to get going again at full bore without her. It is known where she is (inside) but she no longer has input. We don't know why this happened and there was a great deal of grief went it did. Knowing this energy, we can only guess that it was because we were to learn a life lesson. Still confuses us. We had grief like she died, but realise that she didn't. But didn't integrate either.