This is the letter that I'm going to give him. No edits. I want him to know how I feel.

I'm sorry for bothering you so much lately. I know you're really busy so that's why I try not to take up too much of your time. However, it's always a joy to see you when you're there and you're so wonderful to talk to and be around. You have a very caring heart, a brilliant mind, you are a wonderful person, an extremely compassionate person, and you're a handsome guy.

You always make going to the pharmacy a good experience.

I know that I've annoyed you lately and I'm truly sorry for that.

I've been going through a hard time. My sadness is trying to take over and I'm losing the battle with my anxiety.

I've been deeply sad lately and I haven't been able to find a Dr. to help me with that. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up.

I'm sorry for being so annoying.