abusymom,

I have felt all of the things that you wrote, only I am not thin. I am sorry to hear that you feel so bad right now, and completely agree that maybe talking to a doc right now about the depression and maybe the doc can give you some anti-depressant meds to help stabilize you. Hormones after childbirth can really play some painful mind games on you, especially if you are already feeling down.

Good luck and please keep writing, it helps us all..

k