Have you ever had a more feminist, not necessarily female, therapist? Again, your last statement in the longer post seems like youre leaving the subject in their hands. Why are you so passive on your own behalf? I mean, i know why - you need someone in your corner! Thats what i found with my current t. I didnt even know i was lacking it.

Well, i kinda did. I remember telling him when i first started seeing him, that the reason i never pursued a certain career goal was because i never had someone to support me, and i didnt mean financially. But it was still a vague concept to me.

I think i get you about the nightclub. My mother worked as a waitress (clothes on) at a topless place, and she actually brought me in for an interview. I think she was trying to pimp me out. But i was innocent! Idk wtf she was thinking.

You seem to rush through your t experiences, from what ive read here.