Yes, I do rush through it! I'll blurt out my stuff in t, like I do here, then get a blank stare from the t.

When weird/bad things happened in my life, my mother taught me to just move on like nothing happened. I wasn't allowed to feel.

Yes, some of this struggle with h is about that I am trying to force him to treat me as though I have value and I am allowed to feel.

Thanks, Una!