The last couple of months have been okay for me, I guess. I've struggled but have been able to persevere. The thing is now my mental health team is moving me down to a lower level of treatment. I think I'm ready but at the same time I don't. I have struggled and just because I have stayed out of the hospital they think I'm ready to move on in my treatment. I know that this is a good thing but what if I fail. What if something happens and I have less support than I did before and I don't make it through. I know I shouldn't worry about it but it bugs me. What if I'm not ready.