I understand the feelings. My parents did something similar when my first marriage was falling apart and she kicked me out. the difference is i didn't go home, wish i had. I don't know how things work in Canada but there are programs here in the US to help find a place to live. No matter what you end up doing, do it for you and be safe. The parents will change if they want to be part of your life but as of now they are toxic from what i'm reading.