I wondered, the language was different to what you usually use.

I am filled with sadness today. I suppose it is from emotional flashbacks of all the years of aloneness. I have four more sessions with T before she goes on maternity leave. I have only been seeing her for 8 months but we have done a lot of work together and she is my only source of support. A little one is terrified of being left alone with the abusers.