I guess you're right haha.

I used to not care about doing normal "20 something" things but since starting college and now work and being surrounded by many other students that are in their late teens/early 20s figuring life out and having relationships and what now, it makes me see that I have not had enough experiences as of yet.

I will try to go back and psych myself into thinking how I used to; that I am destined for greater things than an average life and average person activities. I will just have to keep fighting for the type of life that I want no matter the cost.

I've made it this far and things are getting harder for me. I guess I'm doing something right, yes?