I've been having a real bad time at work for the past couple of months. I feel like everyone is trying to put me on the spot or there talking sh**. I've been real amped up and outspoken lately.
I'm getting kind of paranoid about my coworkers latley. I would hate to have my pdoc adjust my meds over something silly like what I'm experiencing or maybe it's not silly. Maybe I need to switch to decaf.
I'm a single man with no girlfriend and I work with a bunch of guys. Sometimes I think there jealous of my lifestyle. I don't know why every one always has to feel like they have to live with the opposite sex as if it's a requirement in life.
I only have my income from work coming into my house hold, giving its just me. All of the guys are always complaining about there money situation even a couple of them that have over a 5-6000$ dollar income coming into there houses between them and their spouses.
I use to get it really bad in the army about not "getting laid all of the time". I feel like everyone looks down on me like I'm some kind of lower form of life.
They can all talk as much trash and mess with me any which way they want to, but when I talk back I'm some kind of as**ole.
I don't even want to get out of bed in the morning because I know I'm going into a damn hornets nest at work. I'm just disgusted with people right now.
Any one else ever feel the same way or have any advice. I've debated just ignoring everyone for awhile.
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