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Old Dec 25, 2007, 03:22 PM
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Anony,
I agree in many ways with you. I try to enjoy Christmas, but find it hard since I live so far away from my family, and the family in which I live has such a negative attitude about most everything including Christmas. I love going around looking at the Christmas lights at night and I enjoyed our church service. But there is a emptyness that comes when loved ones are far away. (((((Anony))).
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.