One evening a person was joking around and called my husband a pu*sy during a conversation they were having.My husband replied with "I am what I eat" and then laughed,actually they both laughed about it.

I was livid,I still am.It was 2 weeks ago and I still can't get over it.It made me feel so degraded,so humiliated,so...violated.

I still feel that way.As a matter of fact it has made me feel suicidal.I told my husband I hate him,I don't want to be with him anymore and I want a divorce.

I feel ashamed of myself for reacting this way.I feel ashamed that I'm having such a hard time with a joke.But I am writing about it here to help myself get my sh** together.Just typing it out helps me see that I obviously was triggered by what he said.