I apologize ahead of time if this is in the wrong place, but I wasn't sure exactly where it fit in........

My husband posed this question to me earlier today, and I'm not sure what the right response is. He has been keenly aware of the mental health issues he deals with and has been active in dealing with them even before having been officially diagnosed with some of them seven years ago. It breaks my heart, because I've watched him work so hard and have seen many improvements on his part, but now we're both stuck at this point because we know what we have to do to move on, but it feels like we've been sucked into a black hole and stuck in the worst kind of purgatory. We've bounced back before, but this time, I don't know.....




So watch this clip and then answer me this: What am I doing wrong? I have been "aiming upward to the best of my ability" for quite a while. Have I kicked the nasty habits and sorted myself out completely? No. But my insistence on changing my environment is motivated by the desire to kick those habits, to reduce some of the stress I'm under to insure the success of my goals. I've gotten myself together as much as I can get myself together at this point under these circumstances. So why am I still staring a giant wall in front of me? Why isn't the cosmos ordering itself to support my goals? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?!